Lately,
I'm not quite myself.
Maybe,
I do need some help.
Just my confusion, [bad word] my delusion.

Don't you,
Regret you met me.
Go through,
These steps to get me,
Back to where we start,
'Fore I fall apart.

If I could black out,
It'd [bad word] so clear,
Standing face-to-face with everything I fear.
Watch so closely,
but still I don't see.
As bad as it seems,
a piece of mind I steal,
In ordinary life,
the consequence is real.
I'm past the point of reality.
 [bad word] ]
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
But it's just everything we do.
Till you open up your eyes,
and understand this isn't real.
This isn't me,
This isn't you,
This is everything but [bad word] 
Till [bad word] to realize,
It's what we put each other through.

It's like a bad dream,
that's [bad word] all too [bad word] 
Leaving me with nothing else left to do.
Now so helpless,
I'm not so selfish.
Tell me,
How does it feel to have a face like that,
How does it feel to be replaced like that.
Now so faceless,
Do you still feel?
 [bad word] 

It's hard to believe right now,
This seems to be real.
Still phasing by this time,
So why can't I wake up.