Is there a way
To save my mind
From what came out
To be my own
Second I

When it came I was asleep
Lost within my dreams so deep
All of my secret thoughts exposed
To whom to open them I chose
The strongest fortress of my mind
Was so susceptible at night
I am entrapped, I am confined
To madness confidently stride

My own reflection I now face
I tell it now to leave this place
As I speak, my [bad word] back
I’ll wreck this [bad word] face, I’ll wreck

Is there a way
To save my mind
From what came out
To be myself

Woken up in fear in sweat
Bath my head with coldest water
Asking mirror “What was that”
Receiving an unwanted answer
“You are now a minor threat,
I’m your ever hiding master
Feel for that thing no regret
Now your life is a disaster”

Medicine taken in time
Swallowed, taken down with wine
So that it knows who’s the boss
Hardly keeping my eyes
Open

Is there a way
To save my mind
From what came out
To be myself

In catatonic trance I roam
I’m not the master of my dome
Divided into hostile halves
My brain pathetically starves
I know the way, the only way
And I don’t care what it will say
Now I [bad word] to realize it
I know two brains just need two bodies [bad word] to the lumber mill
Tied up, hearing the saw wheel
Closer, closer, MAKE ME FEEL!
I WON! I [bad word] the cold steel!