Why did you go that far?
I said I wouldn’t be mad, you [bad word] failed me
You lost my [bad word]  you took everything we had for granted [bad word] your stupid party, I don’t give a [bad word]  what you did was wrong
No matter how you look at it, I looked both ways before but still got hit
You lied to me and its never felt worse
Deceived by my own thoughts, who can I [bad word] 

You played with the fires of my heart like you’re a pyro,
But in reality you’re a fireman, all you did was put it out
I thought you would help me, but no.
Was it me? I failed you that’s the only answer to these questions,
Was it me? I did it, that’s all that will change me
No matter which way you put it.

I'm the dirt in the ground and all you do is step on me,
Foot by foot, step by step, I was beside you
You led me wrong; you’ll never get back
You have a [bad word] map but you cant read

This shouldn’t take this toll on me, I shouldn’t be here,
The deepest darkest secrets are loose
This shouldn’t take this toll on me, I shouldn’t be here,
The deepest darkest secrets are loose

All of what I have will go into this to make it right,
I dreamt about this, for, for the longest time
But this dream is shattered like a [bad word] mirror, bad luck [bad word] 
But life can’t get worse