I've been dreaming for so long, 
 to find a meaning to understand. 
 The secret of life, 
 why am I here to try again? 

 Will I always, will you always 
 see the [bad word] when it stares you in the face? 
 Will I ever, will I never free myself 
 by breaking these chains? 

 [bad word]  
 I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. 
 I'd turn it back, it's my fault. 
 Your destiny is forlorn, 
 have to live till it's undone. 
 I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. 
 I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way. 

 I've been living for so long, 
 many seasons have passed me by. 
 I've seen kingdoms through ages 
 rise and fall, I've seen it all. 

 I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders 
 happening just in front of my eyes. 
 Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right? 

 Jillian our dream ended long ago. 
 All our stories and all our glory I held so dear. 
 We won't be together 
 for ever and ever, no more tears. 
 I'll always be here until the end. 
 Jillian, no more tears 
 Jillian, no more tears