I light another cigarette
Stop to think about it [bad word] to no conclusions
Take each step as [bad word] 
Hold no prisioners except myself
Painful thoughts denied

Try to explain
My loss of words
 [bad word] you I [bad word] upon you all

My head is a barricade
Filled with peaceful thoughts
With evil [bad word] 
No one understands
Try to break the barrier
I see no outlet
No ones there to catch me when I fall

Try to explain
My loss of words
 [bad word] you I [bad word] upon you all