Feels like rain
Closing in on me again
Can't deny
Angry skies are falling
So farewell
Wish there was some other way
Can't undo
There's no use in trying
I hope they will understand

Know that
I won't [bad word] home
Far away from where I belong
Tell my wife, my best friend
Both my children I love them
Know that I
Know that I won't [bad word] home

Speak the [bad word] 
Know me for the man I am
Don't you cry
More to gain from dying
Know me for the man I am

Know that
I won't [bad word] home
Far away from where I belong
Tell my wife, my best friend
Both my children I love them
Know that I
Know that I won't [bad word] home

What if I
Told you then
Could you help me
Would you help to
Set me free
I can't feel any remorse
Have no recourse

Apathy
Apathy
 [bad word] out of time
I hope they will understand

Know that
I won't [bad word] home
Far away from where I belong
Tell my wife, my best friend
Both my children I love them
Know that I
Know that I won't [bad word] home