Oh can you tell me, can you tell me
just what I have to be

monster at the seams, just waiting to be free
I’m breaking again, shaking again, stuck in reality
But you give me a grin, an utter fool within

I’m laying here, and it’s hard to breathe
Still thoughts and shaking hands
I carry on, barely get along but
I will understand (Freeze)

Was shattering, invincible
Illogical, and sensible
until the day you broke my walls

Here I am
living a life far from the cliche meaning
eating from this world till I’ve lost all feeling
just shut up and give up your agony to stay
till I fade away
this monster I’ve [bad word] can only hurt you
no wishes, hopes or dreams of yours [bad word] [bad word] I’m begging you please, remember the old me