The heart that keeps beating, beating
The heart that keeps beating, beating
Tells me who suspects you, to try to call and text you
I can’t live because I am very anxious, anxious
I’m being crazy because I really want to, want to know
Where you are right now and what you are doing
I can’t do anything because of thoughts about you
The night is growing darker like this, but why can’t I contact you?
I text you, I call you hundreds of times
*I am getting crazy because of you
I am getting crazy again
This night won’t pass at all
I, who is very naive and nice, am getting crazy again because of you
I really, really hate myself for being like this
I know that I will lose you if I am being like this
I’m being crazy because of you
I am getting crazy again
This night won’t pass at all*
How did I [bad word] like this?
Since when did my heart get sick?
I need to stop being obsessive
It’s not a normal thing at all
But why doesn’t it work the way I want it to?
I know full well that I am going to be hurt again and you are
Going to avoid me if I [bad word] more like this
I treasure you and love you
I try to be persistent
*
Honestly, it’s too much to handle you
People, like my friends and family, look at me in a pitiful way
And disapprove, saying why I am not breaking up with you
You’re misery’s Annie in the movie
Because you strangle my throat
Why is everyday life hard like this pain?
In front of you, every single day, every day is lame
I am also getting crazy because of you
I, I, I am getting more tired
You, who’s foolish, please, please, please wake up
I am also getting crazy because of you
I, I, I am losing myself more
You, who’s [bad word]  please, please, please ditch me
I am getting crazy because I got crazy
I am calling you again
I hate you, I want to tie all 10 fingers of mine
I really, really hate myself for being like this
I know that if I am being like this, I will lose you
Because I became crazy, because I am crazy
I am calling you again