Feels so cold to be abandoned
i cant see past what you have done
memoried how they fade away
now you want [bad word] back
i walked away from you
no [bad word]  tears for them lost years
i took the pain then i turned it to hatred
so dead to me
no fantasy
my own blood is the enemy remedy
long gone test me be strong
let me move on
kill the memories
that i see only tragedy
from his belt to his hands to his fist
i cant felive this
i cant forgive this

i locked you out
these years
this hatred
cries in my head
you died in my head
 [bad word] with that friendly fire
shooting me down
two caps to the back
dropped face first
hit the ground
never around
so in the [bad word] mind you're dead
and now that you're alone you want to be my friend to
foe
who got control
now i'm the one thats walking away
so what do you gotta say
lying [bad word] and beat
kicked to the curb
you're not my father dont bother because you never were
take that [bad word]  [bad word] 

striving forever to find who i am
striving forever to find who i am
abandonment how i can taste it
my resentment time to face it
on my knees oh god replace it
cant believe it i cant take it

on the brink of a break down
no love found in my soul
straight from the get go
nothing left in this heart
just a [bad word] stab in the back
back in my life
yeah right
 [bad word] 

stabbed in the back
filled with hate
nothing else to say
cuz i walked away