If I am lost for a day; try and find me 
But if I [bad word] back, then I won't look behind me 
All of the things that I thought were so easy 
just got harder and harder each day 
December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right 
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home 
Who waits up for me all through the night 
Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive 
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive 
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do 
And when I awoke I was sure it was [bad word] 
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky 
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die 
But I can't live forever,I can't always breath 
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea 
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross 
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost 
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world 
Stay Alive 
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive  [bad word] March,April,May I'm alive 
June,July,August,September,October I'm alive 
November,December,yah all through the winter, I'm alive 
I'm alive