Applying moisturizer in the microwave window
For the tenth time, he should've called me an hour ago
Would he be here with flowers if I lived in Arizona?

They say there's no love left in the big cities, it's kinda [bad word] I guess you'll find [bad word] soon to a small town near you
I'll sell my guitar so I can by myself a tractor
 [bad word] this, this can't be my life
I moisturized ten times tonight
Why can't I sit down and write,
Bring this question to light?
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Do you want a lover, or do you want a life?
One hand or the other, the butter or the bread knife?
Do you choose winter or spring, summer or fall?
It's driving me crazy that I can't have it all

If these walls could talk, they'd probably cry out for mercy
'til I'm outlined in chalk, I'll be romantically thirsty
So I drink and drink from the proverbial time sink
 [bad word] this, this can't be my life
Tears flowing in full force tonight
Why can't I sit down and write,
Bring this question to light?
 [bad word] 

Do we hold the future, or does [bad word] in peace?
And if it's in my hands, are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these?
Life, love, and the pursuit of all the things they promised me
Can I have all of the above? Are the best things in life [bad word] free?
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 [bad word]  [bad word] jakealex