[bad word] 
Feel I’m in a dream, scary [bad word] before my eyes
Wake up in a scream, this is real, where’s my paradise?
Drowned by circumstance, innocence [bad word] under this load
Will it ever end, where’s my life?

Verse 1: 
Took sense and madness as [bad word]  this circus life has left me on my own
My expectations were my home, but when the mirror cracks there’s so much left undone
Who betrayed and who deceived?
Loss of what I once believed

 [bad word] 
Feel I’m in a dream …

Verse 2: 
Disastrous certainties once felt, my vast collection of a better time to tell
Knowing my worst enemy
Weak and helpless, is this me?

Bridge:
 [bad word]  a new dimension, a newborn child and its fragile world 

 [bad word] 
Feel I’m in a dream …