«Beautiful Disgrace»

I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You’re out of control (x2)

Pardon me I feel the need to scream
I’m ill, stuck in the chemical abyss
I’m gripping at the walls around me
Pardon me if I was laughing at the crimes
I was laughing at the way you lie
Tell me why
All my [bad word] down to this

‘Cause I don’t need friends who try to wrap me up in red tape
Get ‘em off my back they’re dead weight
In case you didn’t catch my signs the first time let me tell you again

All my life I tried to explain how I love myself to release the pain
Anti-magnetic so quit your [bad word]  lying, crying
Tell me why

Lately inside I’m giving in to revenge
Tell me why I’m in over my head
Why I’m in over my head?
I’m in so deep that
When I wake up I don’t wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You’re just a beautiful disgrace
beautiful disgrace (x2) [bad word] with me so I can show you how to live
Burning the candle at both ends
I’m gripping at the walls around me [bad word] it
I’m addicted to this life
I’ll be your token of attention
All my [bad word] down to this

Lately inside I’m giving in to revenge
Tell me why I’m in over my head
Why I’m in over my head?
I’m in so deep that
Lately inside I’m giving in to revenge
Tell me why I’m in over my head
Why I’m in over my head?
Over head…

I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You’re out of control
I see the real you
I saw through everything
Close to perfection
I saw through everything

If I could take away this pain
Just one more time, I might…
I saw through everything
Tell me why I’m in over my head

When I wake up I don’t wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You’re just a beautiful disgrace
Such a beautiful disgrace
Disgrace, disgrace
You’re such a beautiful disgrace
You’re so vain, vain, vain

So grow your guilt from another vine
I’ve given this enough time
Lately inside I’m giving in
Grow your guilt from another vine
I’ve given this enough time
Lately inside I’m giving in
Grow your guilt from another vine
I’ve given this enough time
Lately inside I’m giving in
Grow your guilt from another vine
Such a beautiful disgrace
You’re so vain, vain, vain, disgrace…