I keep my eyes shut

For a moment in the this life,

I'll see

All this pain made sense, still

I am proud to keep

All my dreams...

Cause they're shinning for me

But when I wake up

The world just feels grey to me

I am at the same place

I don't really wanna be

Feeling all alone...

I still chase what seems gone

But when I try to stand back up

They pull me back down

And all I fight for begins to drown

Who could save me now?

Since I know

All the steps I take

They are all because of me

Every mess I faced was the

Way it should have been

All the pain I'll take

Will be worth the suffering

My faith will remain

In every moment keep self esteem

In the end you'll reach all your dreams

I awake now

I offered every piece of me

And now it seems that

All my wishes became real

I feel weak...

It's hard to believe

Tale or a nightmare

My life should feel right to me

But there's still this emptiness

Inside I keep

Deep in me...

I fell so [bad word] 
Tell me why

I though I'd be proud

But I can't get it enough

My life has changed back

To what it was

Where is my savior now?

Cause I know

All the steps I take

They are all because of me

Every mess I faced was the

Way it should have been

All the pain I'll take

Will be worth the suffering

My faith will remain

In every moment keep self esteem

In the end you'll reach all your dreams

I keep on pushing

Keep, keep on pushing

I keep on pushing

Can't to stop to push me, NOW!
 [bad word] 

Can you tell me why

I am not satisfied?

All I am asking is

Who could save me now?

Just myself? Just myself!

All the steps I take

They are all because of me

Every mess I faced was the

Way it should have been

All the pain I'll take

Will be worth the suffering

My faith will remains

In every moment keep self esteem

In the end you'll reach all your dreams