boku janai boku janai boku janai
itsuka “ayamachi” wo [bad word] nara 

“aishikata” wo [bad word] mae ni “tatakaikata” wo oboeta
bukiyou na boku no buki wa nani?
tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
“omoi no take” wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama 

daiji ni daiji ni [bad word] no ni
kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta 

boku janai boku janai boku janai
iiwake wo [bad word] kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
itsuka “ayamachi” wo [bad word] nara
itsuka [bad word]  to [bad word] nara 

yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to [bad word] 
yaritai koto wa nannimo dekitenai
soredemo “ikanakya ikenai” to anmoku [bad word] dake de
“sekinin” to “boku” wo ganjigarame ni [bad word] nara

“nigetai” sore mo [bad word] 
“kokoro” wa [bad word] shimau hou ga kantan da
I keep the “wish [bad word] away” low as well
it is simpler for my “heart” to shut

boku janai boku janai boku janai
itsu [bad word] toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
shiritakunai shiritakunai hontou wa shiritai
boku no karada na no ni kaji wo torenai
boku no kokoro na no ni seigyo dekinai

mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
 [bad word]  no tsukaikata wo oboetai…

boku janai boku janai boku janai
iiwake wo [bad word] kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
itsuka itsuka itsuka “ayamachi” wo [bad word] nara
itsuka [bad word]  to [bad word] nara