Holding back - unconnected 
Lapsing in a hole 
Intermission - never ending 
Castigate this void 
Cage this retrogression 
The gates of change 
Disturbing self confessions 
Powerless rage 
Plummeting hate trivia 
Pumping through my veins 
Dispassionate envy 
Sharpens the blade 
Cage this retrogression 
The gates of change 
Declining optimism 
Desire deranged.