concrete formation of an idea, thought
Vision is obscured within the grey  
Cognition of abstraction then it's gone
notion that is created from the mind's eye
The axis twists, rolls back, just out of your reach
Push forward through the murk with conviction
All these pieces of [bad word] [bad word] bringing me down
beautiful sight that lies just beyond, all that occludes can be broken 
Surmounted by a glancing blow to the psyche tearing down nerve endings, toppled by all that we know  
golden second, so serene and alluring, gone before fully possessed
glancing blow to the psyche
Destroyed rationale, it's the world we all live in
Destroyed rationale, it's the world we [bad word] know
constant relic of appalling human apathy
I will remain vigilant
I will remain unbroken
callousness towards those who destroy a beauty never seen by a man
This waking nightmare will never end
We will always be lost in this misery
I will never be lost in this nightmare
Creating a perfect world to unfold my deepest passions
I will never be in control of this nightmare
life worth waking up for a chance to begin again
Creating a perfect world to unfold 
Perfectly content with taking the next step forward
Inspiration, hope for all that we have left
This world rests on my shoulders