When I close my eyes, all goes away
 Pride, shame, heavy feelings
 When I close my eyes I visit parallel realities
 
And if I go away I might find my smile
 I might find a spark inside me
 If I go away
 But I always stay
  [bad word]  Some people are not meant to live in light
 But my escaping mind always keeps me alright
 Some people are not meant to live in light
 But my escaping mind always keeps me alright
 Always keeps me alright
 
If my star don’t shine
 I will lose my way
 I’ll be a rag doll in a river
 
If my star don’t shine
 Then it’s [bad word] mine
 All the time I wonder how
 Can I stand dry in rain of falling stars
  [bad word]  
It’s not that I’m in darkness all the time
 But if my face is glowing
 I’ll soon be down again
 As the devil spins my wheel upside down
  [bad word]