Don't want to be sly and defile you 
Desecrate my mind and rely on you 
I just want to break this crown 
But it's hard when I'm [bad word] and 

You're so cynical 
Narcissistic cannibal 
Got to bring myself back from the dead 

Sometimes I hate 
The life I made 
Everything is wrong every time 
Pushing on, I can't escape 
Everything [bad word] my way 
Is haunting me taking it's sweet time 
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze 
Fighting life 'til the end of my days 

Don't want to [bad word]  but I have to 
Nothing's good about the [bad word] you put my through 
I just need to look around 
See the light that [bad word] unbound 

You're so cynical 
Narcissistic cannibal 
Got to bring myself back from the dead 

Sometimes I hate 
The life I made 
Everything is wrong every time 
Pushing on, I can't escape 
Everything [bad word] my way 
Is haunting me taking it's sweet time 

Sometimes I hate 
The life I made 
Everything's wrong every time 
Pushing on, I can't escape 
Everything [bad word] my way 
Is haunting me taking it's sweet time 
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze 
Fighting life 'til the end of my days 
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze 
Fighting life 'til the end of my days