my boyfriend is dead
in my thoughts
the end
it is no longer
I have it
his body was cremated
I wanted him to be my
I'm sad
and sry
I can not live like this
kill me
or return me

my boyfriend is dead
the end

my boyfriend is dead
I do not have
the end
more life has no meaning
simpler, easier to shoot
let me touch it ,
his tender neck kiss ,
his soft lips to kiss ,
or kill me
I [bad word] him,
Sooner or later ,
I do not care what it is
return it to me