I don't believe, I think I'm falling asleep
Is this beginning or ending, am I stuck in a dream? 
I don't want to know what I think, I suppose 
Out of the light, and into this time of demise 
And there's a cross on the hill, the holy image of lies 
I've opened my mind, but this dream is still real 

You don't need to worry, I'm just fine 
I've just lost my mind 

Tell me it's over 
'Cause I don't feel a thing at all 
No conscience, there's no more 
Senses all have disappeared 
I alright, alive tonight? 
Paranoia, am I too late? 
I alright, alive tonight? 
Crash and fall into this night with me 

Look in my eyes 
Tell I'm alright 
I don't know if I'm still alive 
If this is goodbye 
Forever's just a lie 
Big enough to make you wanna try 

In just one life 
How can we live enough to rest in peace? 
In just one life 
How can we live enough to rest in peace, now? 

Here as I stand, head in hand 
And one hand on my heart 
As I depart, it's not so hard 
One to day to [bad word] a man 
You have your scars 
But I never thought that you would give me mine

While looking for the answers,
Only [bad word] to mind, 
'Cause I've been lost in circles, 
Which seems now for quite some time, 
And I don't know how I came here, 
Or even how I got this far, 
All I can tell you is my fate, 
Is written in the black stars, 
Well, what am I supposed to do? 

Bless myself, this perfect [bad word] of my own, 
It's the best I've ever known, 
Tell me something I don't want to know, 
'Cause I can't believe it's so, 
What am I supposed to do? 

I've [bad word] sick of everyone now, 
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, 
And I don't care at all, 
I've [bad word] sick of everyone now, 
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, 
And I don't care at all. 

Oh take me away, 
I'm sick of everyone today, 
I'm not okay, but I'm fine this way, 
I need no change, 
So take me away. 

 [bad word] down, fell apart, 
It's hard to keep together, 
When you don't know where to start. 

I've [bad word] sick of everyone now, 
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, 
And I don't care at all, 
I've [bad word] sick of everyone now, 
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, 
I'm sick of everyone!

Take my breath away, I don't need it anyway
'Cause I'm fine here in my old forgotten world
Where I can be myself, left with the hand I'm dealt
It's hard to get a grip when you're holding onto something
You just let slip away

All these thoughts stuck in my mind
Spinning round like endless time
For once in my life I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
Time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by,
Leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers
Some day in another life

Here with my old friend, the silence in the end
And it rings so loud that I cannot pretend
If I just close my eyes and ask a thousand whys
Will it change or stay the same? Will it ever go away?
The question still remains
All these thoughts are in my mind
Spinning around like endless time
For once in my life I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
Time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by,
Leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers
Some day in another life

Warning signs read desolation
On the road of desperation
Happiness machines, [bad word] clean
What can you do for me?

I do want to feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
Time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by,
Leaving questions in my min