Looking out standing over the edge
Too numb to feel alive
So why the [bad word] are these thoughts in my head
Reach in and pull them out 

Still nothing feels the same
Too late to hesitate
Why can't [bad word] and escape from myself
And live again
Why can't [bad word] and escape from myself

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cos I know that in the end 
There's no way out 

Oh my god is this really the end
I guess I'm not alright
I just can't tell what is real anymore
I'm trapped in my own [bad word] 
I know this can't be real
This negativity
Is dominating and smothering me
I just can't breathe

And I just can't tell what is real any more

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cos I know that in the end 
There's no way out 

There's nothing left for me
Just tainted memories
There's no one here for me
Just let me be

Why can't [bad word] and escape from myself 
I just can't tell what is real any more

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cos I know that in the end 
There's no way out 

Oh my god is this really the end