[bad word]  [bad word] shhgroup

Every moment I grow with you is so special
there's no issues, no stressing, it's so blissful
you glow blessings, your sole presence & breath is my soul's prescience
like death's abode is the exit from wretched zones terrestrial to celestial
etched in tones from equestrian messengers like devadatta and Pegasus
you're my Parvati most excellent
I once was the most desolate yet now my soul's replenishing
like heavenly denizens together we set precedents
and weather deathly and menacing elements
best the deadliest sentinels hellish sent
and relish the sacred, embellish their hatred
till it transmutes into ancient [bad word] expansive
like sapient buddhic mansions
you gracefully tutor me with tantric,
tastefully beautiful Sanskrit oasis mudras
like lantern shadows dancing upon my tattered skin
like ragged kin dazzled by madness & sin
in frantic battles yet you entrance them to expanses hallowed
glance & swallow the sands of time
breathing forth the strands of diamond constellations in swirling quasars
hurtling waves of divine concentration, thoughts ablaze
in the Goddess' mazes of cosmic ray tapestries,
wafting arrays of rhapsodies
magically wrought from your gaze,
masterfully taught like pagan apogees
scoffed at and thought to be blasphemous
you blotted the havoc
and brought back Thoth's magic on this godless atlas,
you are the godparticle's spark
in the blackness of unfathomable darkness
you are the boddhisattvic author of my happiness,
I am in matchless awe everlasting,
you are so much more than my better half
you're my Heaven's passion, endless rapture
you send me to Zen mentalist pastures
where penned sentiments lavish
are unleashed & left at last [bad word] peacefully till the Sun greets them
I'll never be shunned in this glum season
since you brought my frosty betterment
in Coptic lettering, Amharic recipe
my heart was bleeding but all things heeded I should let it be
so I cherish and treasure your letter's thesis,
clever meekness, I will never cease to be your devoteelike a Hopi to Sotuknang,
you are [bad word] like Yin Kuan
so I bow in your presence from now till the Heavens never exist
& we're severed from Bliss,
& never will this ever be scripted
whether benevolent or wicked,
thus ever will I persist in my dedication,
you are my breath of sapience
my nexus ancient, the best of maidens, my blessed deity..