I wish this strength inside [bad word] to life
And fill my lonely world with its light
And throw the darkness out of sight

“Today’s the day I’ll finally change”
They’re still the words I’m hearing on replay
I’ll lock the door and throw out the key
Here in me
There’s the scars that the world never sees

“Hold it close and promise you will never let go”
Take this pain and keep it so that no one will know
‘Cause I fear the warmth of something here in my heart
“Will disappear and fall apart”

I wish this strength inside [bad word] to life
And fill my lonely world with its light
And throw the darkness out of sight
I’ll be the star that finally shines
But still my heart will fall
Cause through it all
I’m still the me too helpless to save
Cause every word was out of reach
The silence makes it hard to see
There’s just no place for me hiding
In hope that the world will forget me soon

‘Cause the light is waiting too