im just so [bad word] depressed
i just cant seem to get out this slump
if i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump
i took my [bad word] took my lumps
fell down and i got right back up
but i need that spark to get psyched back up
and in order for me to pick the mic back up
i don't know how or why or when
i ended up this position im in
im started to feel distant again
so i decided just to pick this pen
up and try to make an attempt to vent
but i just cant admit [bad word] to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
i need a new outlet
and i know some [bad word] so hard to swallow
but i cant just sit back and wallow
in my own sorrow but i know one fact
ill be one tough act to follow
one tough act to follow
ill be one tough act to follow
here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles
 [bad word] 
in my shoes, just to see
what its like, to be me
ill be you, lets trade shoes
just to see what id be like
to feel your pain, you feel mine
go inside each others minds
just to see what we'd find
look at [bad word] through each others eyes
it don't let 'em say you aint beautiful
they can all get [bad word] just stay [bad word] to you
don't let 'em say you aint beautiful
they can all get [bad word] just stay [bad word] to you

i think im starting to lose my sense of humor
everything's so tense and gloom
i almost feel like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any eye contact
cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
i don't need no [bad word] man servant tryin ta follow me around and wipe my [bad word] laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be [bad word] god [bad word] 
unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
so why don't you all sit down
listen to the tale that im about to tell [bad word] we don't gotta trade our shoes
and you don't gotta walk no thousand miles
 [bad word] 
nobody asked for life to deal us with these [bad word] hands we're dealt
we gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em don't expect no help
now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my [bad word] and [bad word] and moaned
or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
i was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
and sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
i just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
i dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
and Edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue tryna walk like dis
then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
i learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
but i already told you my whole life story
not just based on my description
cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
i guess we would have to walk a mile in each others shoes at least
what size you wear? i wear tens
lets see if you can fit your feet
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