And I wanna wake up
In your white, white sun
And I wanna wake up in your world with no pain
But I ll just suffer in a hope to die someday
While you are numb all of the way
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it s not real, no
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it s not real

Now I am resigned to this
Wicked, [bad word] world
On its way to [bad word] 
Living are dead and I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I do it well

When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it s not real, no
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it s not real, oh