I have to understand
In this irrational world
I have to hide in the darkness
'cause you never try to save me

He made a speech to the people
"Keep it clean."
If it was easy, I wouldn't be here now

No one held their hand to me
Nor did I want to take it
Even if I bathe in the light
It's only dazzling to me
I don't want to be nihilistic
Please don't double cross me

I don't wander, I just hide
I'm not afraid, just standing here
Nothing changes even if I fade
I don't intend to leave here
I don't intend to find right
Darkness is always next to me

You all love touching movies
Give me all the admission fees [bad word] with endless peace
Laugh at stupidity
I refuse to be manipulated anymore
I'm only able to believe in myself.

Shut me out
Don't Light Up my hatred
Show me real darkness
Give me more

Even if I bathe in the light
It's only dazzling to me
I don't want to be nihilistic
Please don't double cross me

I don't wander, I just hide
I'm not afraid, just standing here
Nothing changes even if I fade
I don't intend to leave here
I don't intend to find right
Darkness is always next to me