Erase all the pain thats left
This pain that easily became my death
Pain of the [bad word] that made me stress
Push me away, take my breath
Send me to another place but here
Anyplace I don't care
Let me face my fears
Looking back at your face for years
Drips of blood replace my tears
And to think I thought you saved me
It's been years since I lost my baby
1 glock with shots debating
This [bad word] has got me crazy
You think I'm kidding but I'm not
So keep it away from me
Cuz' I swear to god girl imma set you free
I'm not leaving this show until(?)

I thought you loved me
You never gave a [bad word] Why did you have to go and take my life from me
I'm looking in your eyes
I finally realize
That everything you said was taking life from me
And nothing feels the same
These memories still remain
Why did you have to go and take my life from me
And then you say your sad
Lost everything you had
Still everyday you're always taking life from me

Another loss had made me strong
I look back at the days went wrong
And I think that if all the pain was gone
I wouldn't be here, another day goes on
Where I just wanna take my life
Maybe death will make things right
(?)
I wanna see blood with embracing knives
Just know that I'm not confused [bad word] words that I said to you
You think now that it's never [bad word] Until I'm gone this is meant for you
You can think I'm kidding but I'm not
So keep that away from me
Cuz' I swear to god girl imma set you free
I'm not leaving this show until(?)

I thought you loved me
You never gave a [bad word] Why did you have to go and take my life from me
I'm looking in your eyes
I finally realize
That everything you said was taking life from me
And nothing feels the same
These memories still remain
Why did you have to go and take my life from me
And then you say your sad
Lost everything you had
Still everyday your always taking life from me
 [bad word] back on my brain rewind
Its too late to change my mind
My mouth grips this gage this time
I lean back the bullet escapes just fine
Feeling a little nauseas now
Cant breathe, the bullet has knocked me down
Where the [bad word] is god at now(x11)
Where is god at now(x3)

I thought you loved me
You never gave a [bad word] Why did you have to go and take my life from me
I'm looking in your eyes
I finally realize
That everything you said was taking life from me
And nothing feels the same
These memories still remain
Why did you have to go and take my life from me
And then you say your sad
Lost everything you had
Still everyday your always taking life from me