I'm willing to suffer, to bleed
To die for the things I care about
But it's like kissing the lips of my dead love
Like touching her dead, cold, white skin

I choose to look back, to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back, to seee myself
I never wanted to lose you again

I have been here before, ground zero
The past is a gaping hole
For her love, for her [bad word]  for her heart
For her love, I am reborn

My only chance is to turn around and face it
I choose to look back, to see myself
For her love, for her [bad word]  for her heart
For her love, I am reborn

I choose to look back, to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back, to seee myself
I never wanted to lose you again