i was trying to know your value
i learned it wasn't in your worth
all the times you led me on - never was a father,too much of a brother
all the times that you were gone - gesture without motion , met with no emotion
all the times you led me on - alway's were a martyr , armor in a bottle
all the times that you were gone - absent of devotion , dedication broken
it wasn't your world
that you brought me
it wasn't your death 
what you taught me
it wasn't your life
that's worth nothing
that's worth nothing
i was trying to understand
i learned your not a man
if you see my sons , give them a dollar
turn them away , let them fall father
and oh my father , who aren't in heaven
i shall forsake your name