[bad word] on hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given

I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much [bad word] through my veins, going to waste

I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her

I scare myself to death
That's why I keep [bad word] Before I've arrived
I can see [bad word] 
I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much [bad word] through my veins, going to waste

And I need to feel
Real love
And a life ever after

There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place...
I just can not get enough