[bad word] 

Don't wake me up, I'm winning wars inside my head.
And maybe I'm weak, but not beneath the covers of this bed.
Asleep, I'm undefeated in this world of mine.
So let me stay inside this dream, and keep me from the light.
I've built this place behind my eyes you'll never see
And you can move my body, but please keep my mind asleep.
Beyond the galaxies where there's no space or time.
I will transform, I am reborn [bad word] over the skies.
I
I feel it in my bones, escape the world I know.
It's all in my control
I
I just wanna stay this way, blood pumping in my veins.
I feel it. I feel it!
 [bad word] 

Behind the darkness, there's a sea of neon lights.
And maybe you think I'm sinking, but you just can't get inside.
Don't try to save me when my mind is finally free.
Cause I'd [bad word] my own world than face your reality.
It's not enough for me to paint with black and white.
Inside my head there are shades of red unknown to waking life.
You think you've traveled far? You've never seen the stars.
Cause the only way is if I say you can follow me that far.
I
I feel it in my bones, escape the world I know.
It's all in my control
I
I just wanna stay this way, blood pumping in my veins.
I feel it. I feel it!
 [bad word]