You've helped heal these wounds during the past few months. 
Oh. 
And I can't thank you enough. 

Always put a smile on my face, 
Made sure that I was always better than okay. 
Always wanted you to stay. 
Please stay? 
 [bad word] 
I hear his voice 
In my head 
Distracts me from what you just said 
The memories are going dead from my conciousness 

Danger brings him close 
And when the memories fade, 
I need a stronger Dosage 
Now both of our promises are Broken. 

You're my personal sun 
When my mind blows a fuse 
And I sincerely hope that I'm not using you. 
You mean a lot you do. 
Thank You. 

And even though that I am really missing him. 
You calm the pain, I feel your outer warmth within. 
Is my life a living sin? 
Surviving on adrenaline? 
 [bad word] 

BRIDGE: 
Are broken. 
Then are broken. 
This wound on my chest 
That he left open. 
You held it together with your bare hands 
The decision I've made 
You will never understand 

Cause the lullaby 
He hummed in my ear would never 
No the lullaby 
He hummed in my ear would never 
Could never dissappear.... 
 [bad word]