I made it through the year and I did not even collapse
Gotta say "Thank God for that."
I'm torn between what keeps me whole and what tears me in half
I'll fall apart or stay intact

With tired eyes I stumble back to bed
I need to realize my sorry life's not hanging by a thread
At least not yet

 [bad word] 
So look at me now 
It's finally Christmas and I'm home
Head indoors, to get out of this weather
And I don't know how
But the closest friends I've ever known are all inside
Singing together
Singing merry Christmas, here's to many more

It always hurt to be all by myself this time of year
cold and lonely Chirstmas Eve
And living out my days alone 
Well that had been my deepest fear
But You promised You won't leave

I look towards the east and see a star
Jesus Christ, has blessed my life to know just who You are
You are my hope

 [bad word] 
So look at me now
It's finally Christmas and I'm home 
Head indoors, to get out of this weather 
And I don't know how 
But the closest friends I've ever known are all inside
Singing together
Singing merry Christmas, here's to many more

Deck the halls with mistletoe
May all your heavy burdens go 
Up the chimney in a cloud of smoke
The fire's burning bright
Strike up the band and play the tune
'Cause Christmas will be hear and soon
You'll hear our song in every room
This merry Christmas night

Singing merry Christmas, here's to many more