Hateful existence 
Weariness of life… 
Ridiculous resistance? 
Strife? 

Bury fatigue bones, 
Let my flesh decay. 
Evil graveyard stones 
Have nothing to say. 
I have done my best 
In this [bad word] world, 
Now I need some rest, 
I want to be cold. 

Just pressing pain, 
Salvation in wine. 
It’s all in vein… 
Decline.  [bad word] of my soul, 
I give it to you. 
No more self-control. 
Only abyss of blue…