ONLY WHEN I'M DYING 

someone i used to love 
someone i used to care for 
one day he came above my head
and never once more

feel oh i feel something 
i can live for real 
only when i'm dying 

someone in yellow car
someone who looks just like me 
he was already far
when we were still closest beings 

feel oh i feel something 
i can live for real 
only when i'm dying 

in the night I still remember 
from my head it's hard to take off
it's OK
I understand that
I can live 
only when i'm dying