I wish I could find you
Who loves me all the time
So I could just break you
And rot your shallow mind

I want you to know that
I find you interesting
You're so sweet I'm sickened
Thank God for self relief

I wanted to know you
To laugh at jokes in bed
But what if I knew you
Would I have hurt you bad 

You found me I wasn't
Prepared for what you'd do
If I fell hard for you
If I had wanted you

It's funny that I was
Cursed to this addiction
Where fame,  and money [bad word] wild constantly

The girls [bad word] to me
And I [bad word] away
The boys want to do me
And I [bad word] away