I never knew that this could be so hard. Always in the dark, wondering.
Who the [bad word] have i [bad word]  I always thought that I would know myself.
Always in the dark. [bad word] what I never knew. Who the [bad word] have I [bad word] 
I'm [bad word]  always going and expecting the worst.
Expect the worst. Who the [bad word] have I [bad word] 
I'm the exact person I hate. My words are venom. It's killing me from the inside out.
Who the [bad word] have I [bad word] 
I'm [bad word]  always going, i expect the worst. Always in the dark.
I hope I see that light again.
Who the [bad word] have I [bad word] 
What the [bad word] have i [bad word] 
Condemned, imprisoned in, in my own head.
I'm always, kicked down and dragged out by my own hand.
No one should ever live this way.
Who the [bad word] have i [bad word]  [bad word] 
On one should ever live this way, [bad word] always going.
Who the [bad word] have I [bad word] 
Expect the worst.