breathing in now, i start counting my blessings.
picturing the last time i said.
beg forgiveness, with some words that mean nothing,
illusions like smoke in my breath.
 [bad word] alive, when i’m falling down.
i let myself go, till i hit the ground.
when i’m there at the edge, in this moment i feel it i [bad word] alive when i’m falling down.

air is thin now.
while my lungs are collapsing, vertigo blankets my head.
far from reckless, when [bad word]  thought
that i know i could never forget. that i know i could never forget.
 [bad word] alive, when i’m falling down.
i let myself go, till i hit the ground.

when i’m there at the edge, in this moment i feel it i [bad word] alive when i’m falling down.
yeah

keep your distance, far away from me.
watch this eat me alive
keep your distance, far away from me
watch this eat me alive.
 [bad word] alive, when i’m falling down.
i let myself go, till i hit the ground.
when i’m there at the edge, in this moment i feel it i [bad word] alive when i’m falling down.
 [bad word] alive!
yeah! [bad word] alive