I should be feeling more
I should be writing words 
I should be crying tears 
for how hard this hurts

I should be jumping trains
Just to get to you
Just to hold your hand
Cause that's what goddess do

But I cant give back what I've never had
How could I love you.. How could I love you
Like you want me to..

I should be taller
I should have a [bad word] heart
I should feel older
I should be solid and smart
I should be someone who is invincible
caused someone loved me unconditional

But I cant give back what I've never had
How could I love you.. How could I love you
Like you want me to..

You know I can't give back
what I've never had