the light is fading from my room
as night [bad word] around too soon
i'm so afraid
swollen eyes portray my pain
as tears fall like the summer rain
I'm so alone

son of a [bad word] you broke my heart
i need a little loving
to take away the pain
how could you let me down?
when i'm in your care

i pull the covers to myself
drink and smoke upon his breath
i close my eyes
again i pray to god above
what have i done to lose his love?
am i to blame?

when i am dreaming
i can call out
no one hears
father
i'm falling from your heart in tears

hush little baby don't you cry
daddy's going to sing you a lullaby
to show he cares
but you must keep our secret safe
is this love or is this hate?
i feel so scared