We lay in the glow of the neon city lights
Eyes on the wall through another sleepless night
I just wanna be, alone again

And I'm remembering
I was a wreck when we met at the dollar store
I should have just made [bad word] for the exit door
I was into you, but now I'm in too deep

   I was over my head but you said that I'm safer in your arms
   I was over my head so I fled to [bad word] of your charms
 
I guess at the time, you were so idealized
Now in the light of the day I realize
I was into you, but now I'm in too deep

   And now I think that it is
   Sad that I had to get tangled in the wires of your snare
   It's sad that we had to evaporate and vanish in the air

I don't care if you go
I don't care if you go
I don't care if you up and walk away and just leave me with a wave in the dark
I don't care if you go
I don't care if you go
And now I see that it never really mattered, it's just another chapter to close
I don't care if you go

Do what you want, I am tired, I am sick of this
I never wanted to even admit to this
I was into you, now I'm in too deep
 
   And now I'm telling you
   I may be awake but I never really opened up my eyes
   I may be awake but I never really wanted to rise