bludgeon me to remove this, the way it is, the way it needs to be
 your space grows cold
 as the scent on my sheets dissipates
 the time it takes to breathe in and out
 forgotten and left behind to [bad word] dull memories finally burned out
 fingertips
 outstretched across thousands of miles
 winter
 winter [bad word] spring
 memory [bad word] video