When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just ’cause
I know I can/But
I can’t pretend this is the way
It will stay/I’m just
Trying to bend the [bad word] 
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be
So I’m 

Lying my way from you 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me 

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was [bad word] in
And now you think this person
Really is me and I’m
[Trying to bend the [bad word] 
But the more I push
The more I’m pulling away
’Cause I’m 

Lying my way from you 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me