It's late, but I have to go
I wanna  stay, you always know
I love you so
But duty always calls
 
I'll be back, I promise
I must go, but it's you I'll miss
So here I go, waving goodbye
To the love of my life
 
As I walk alone
I can only hope you know
I've missed times we had and more
But my other life calls
 
I wish I could turn back time
So I could spend more of my life
With you in your arms
But it's gone, away so far
 
Leaving you alone, my guilt consumes
Wondering what I  must do
To make up the Lost Chance with you
  [bad word] away and not thinking
Of what I'm missing
Beating myself up inside
Hoping everything will be alright
 
Finally I'm at this place
Where work begins and my life wastes
Wishing I was in your embrace
 
Fire in my gut
My rage wanting to [bad word] 
Cannot contain this scream
I'm done with this [bad word] finally
 
So I sit wondering why
Why choose this stressful life
With love, faith and might
I push on through hard times
 
My mind [bad word] there
To see if you're alive or dead
Don't leave me, is this a Lost Chance?