『KOINU 〜solitaire puppy〜』 #04/24

Late afternoon sun burns my dirty window
Your sad sigh fills the air – a quiet short life

Side by side two chipped cups
More I want to treasure you
Why do I end up hurting you

Chances are – our cries will never be heard 
Our existence is just that small
It’s not like we hate anybody
If only if we could pretend like nothing ever happened
Like never happened – this body, this need

Demon and Angel swimming inside me
Sweet kisses, gentle sighs – it’s just an impromptu thing
No value whatsoever

Beyond the thin curtain I see
Blurred cloudy colors just blending into the dry air

We’ll never have words [bad word] each other
Our tiny promise
If I bite your leashed collared neck
Only your smell will surround me
“I’m not alone”

Chances are – our cries will never be decorated
We are just two frightened friends

It’s not that we abandoned this world
It’s just that you are all I need
Somewhere not here
One day my sleepless nights will end – somehow…