I'm not doing great 
I feel like I'm dead 
Not thinking straight 
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate 
I had to let it out before it's too late 

Deep Inside, It can hide! 
Feeling so lost and betrayed 
why does this happen to me everytime 
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape 
Screaming and clawing from deep inside 

Why won't it fade 
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok", 
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain 
I guess this is a lie, I have made 

Deep Inside, It can hide! 
Feeling so lost and betrayed 
why does this happen to me everytime 
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape 
Screaming and clawing from deep inside 

What am I doing? 
I can't believe this 
I have been hiding 
Wanting to be less 
Giving to people, 
They take from me 
Always they bring drama to me 

Look, look at me now 
NOWWWWWWWW 

Feeling so lost and betrayed 
why does this happen to me everytime 
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape 
Screaming and clawing from deep inside 

I can't stand all this [bad word] Pain 
Please god just go away 
Please god just make the pain...