Once I was a shadow of a man
Most dark nights my head was in its hands
I begged God to cure my aching limbs
But he did nothing, he gave me no advice
Didnt this God abandon Jesus Christ?
Oh if [bad word] to you, Ill die for your sins

I am the [bad word] that youve been waiting for
An urgent craving you cannot ignore 
I am the fix that [bad word] back for more
I am the [bad word] 

Bring out the dead, Ill show them how to live
Free their souls and watch them slowly drift
Like feathers of a wounded bird
I was wrapped up in a wooden box
Ball and chain, head out on the block
Oh, I wonder if you could say the final word?

I am the [bad word] that youve been waiting for
An urgent craving you cannot ignore 
I am the fix that [bad word] back for more
I am the [bad word] 

This is not a flash, a figment of your imagination
I am much more then a first degree of separation
Without me all the lines of reality will blur
And the wall will breathe, close in like some forgotten curse

I am the [bad word] that youve been waiting for
An urgent craving you cannot ignore
I am the fix that [bad word] back for more
I am the [bad word]