I'm choking on my own words. The words I thought I'd make them eat. All the ones who didn't believe, now I'm the one who can't [bad word] believe... everything. I poured myself into you. Every sacrifice, every tear I cried. Every day I thought I'd [bad word] die if I couldn't have you by my side. Every time you [bad word] my [bad word] pride. And I believed in you, I took it all for you, but you just walked away. And now I see that you never really loved me. You can't leave someone that you love. To die alone to rot away. I can't believe the things I heard you say. When every single [bad word] day I tried so hard to find a way to keep you from walking away. I'm standing here face to face with 14 months of [bad word] waste. Never understand this emptiness. You'll never understand my loneliness. Never understand my bitterness. I hope every day when you wake up you remember what you had. I hope it haunts your conscience until the day you die. I hope you never forget that day in August. Remember how it felt. I hope you never forget October 14th, the day I lost myself