rest my eyes from this misery… 
my hate will rise from the maze of affliction 
shatter the walls of vain hopes 
design of my mind is desintegration 
wounds of my soul had gone 
but the pain still lingers 
as tide of mourn falls down 
abhorrence will rise from the depth of mine. 
i spite in the eyes of the sky – 
it cannot give me a piece of your mind…. 
a part of your soul 

sentence me to anguish 
bring me to affliction…. 
rotting dreams in silence 
turn to life’s rejection 

so, betrayed and doomed to solitude 
i fall into the gust of madness 
love will turn into [bad word] 
tenderness will turn into disgust… 
anger grows within 
all the control is lost 
the pain will remain forever 
detestation to you is my flame 

i hate the infinite beauty 
for it cannot be mine 
for it cannot live in my sick soul…